Kemaren gue disuruh bikin cerpen sama temen bule gue, terus IN ENGLISH katanya --" abis itu dia blg lg ke gue, romantic one! ajib, temen2 lain yang dia kasih tantangan ga dikasih tema2an padahal -__-
In me, there’s heart. In heart there’s affection, in affection there’s love, and in love there’s hope. They are all for you, even you’re not created for me please let me to love you and engrave your name in my heart forever.
Tonight is the night that I will fall for you over again… I was standing at my balcony alone, accompanied by my ipod shuffle. While this song floated beautifully to my mind. Wait, I think I saw something, a shiny little dot passed in front of my eyes. A shining star!
“Make a wish” whispered the heart.
“God, please sent me my Romeo that can make my heart feels different”
Yeah, I never had a boyfriend before. I’m not a boyish girl, or even a lesbian. I just never find a boy that can make my heart pounds faster, as a teenager I also wanted to have some love experience like all my friends have.
My phone vibrated hardly. It showed a text from my evil like friend, Jade. She wanted to met me in park now, and so I grabbed my jacket and rode my bike to the park she meant.
“Clementine, don’t you want to have a boyfriend?” she started the conversation.
“It’s not your business isn’t it?.” What does she meant by asking me this?
“Relax Clementine, I’m just asking you to take my challenge. I’m challenging to find a boyfriend by one month.”
“well, I don’t think that this thing is important. Not even near.”
“oh, then you’re afraid.” She tried to make me mad.
“I’m not afraid of anything! Ok, I take your challenge”
“good luck in finding your Romeo then” she smirked, evilly while walking home
And so I’m there, standing at the park, thinking. “why I’m so stupid? How could I found someone that wants to be my boyfriend?” because if I couldn't accomplished this mission Jade will be very happy that she could mock me everyday.
I think and think a whole night, a whole morning. And poof! Unconsciously I’m walking toward my class.
“Hey, I had just rent a cool video game last night. Want to play it at my home?” showed Anne, my classmate.
And at that time, a charming boy walked toward me and Anne.
“Morning girls, can I know where is “x” class?” he asked.
“that’s also our class. Just go straight from here and you will find it.” I answered with no intention.
“Oh, I see. Thanks! And oh, by the way my name is Anthony”
At this time I’m like, uh? His name? Who cares..
That was the first time I see him, at first I didn’t even saw anything good in him. But as the time goes by…
“Let’s go to the canteen dude!”
“hey, we are in the same group again! *high five*”
We are best friends now. But for me, he’s not only my best friend, he’s someone special. Or in the other way he can be called as “my first love”
It had been one month from the day I met Jade in the park, and this day is the day I have to shown her that I can also have a boyfriend. So, I decided to tell Anthony about my feeling.
“Clementine!”
Oh man, that devil comes out..
“uh, hey Jade”
“You didn’t forget our deal right? Already have a boyfriend?” I remembered, but damn she also -__-
“Of course I remember, I will have a boyfriend in fifteen minutes. Wait for me here”
Then, I walked away and called Anthony. I felt my heart pounded really fast, but I couldn’t go back and mess up all my plan.
So that words flown from my mouth...
But like what I’m afraid of, he said that he couldn’t accept me. Instantly I cried, my heart broke for the first time. This is not about my deal with Jade, what the hell with that, it’s not important at all. But this is about my heart, I’m in love and broken for the first time, in the same time.
In frustration I ran to Jade, I didn't know why I’m doing that. My legs just lead me back to her, and my brain said “get back to Jade, play fairly.”
“Jade, you can mock me whenever you want because..”
“She have a boyfriend, I’m his boyfriend”
You will not believe it guys, that’s Anthony at my back. Saying that he’s my boyfriend?
I couldn’t move, I felt like turning to ice. It’s so unbelievable!
“ck” Jade turned around and walked away, at least she would not mock me again
Anthony stood beside me and explained all the things, he had a girlfriend in Japan and they are going to engage in two months. Anthony have to get back to Japan tomorrow morning and maybe we will never meet again, he felt sorry and want to make me happy for the last time. And at last I was still denied.
It’s better to lose someone than never lose at all, I haven’t found my real Romeo but I have felt how it feels when people fall in love. And the important point is, I have a first love. Although it is an unrequited love, and as people said, first love is hard to forget. The fact is I will never forget him, I will let his name engrave forever in my heart.
So, should I believe at the falling star?
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